There was jittery with a whole world of question moving around their mind at that very moment. She strolled along the desk where she usually accustomed to seat and gossip with a suppressed smile in her lips and a shine in her eyes, as if she looked the most beautiful woman in this entire world. There was mild eternal smell of love along the atmosphere of the shop as if it is emitting deep silence to the world of serenity in mind, such noisy world looked so in peace for the first time, and everything was enveloped in the color of Vrindavan.
Taking her seat all of a sudden, she asked, ‘Now tell me what it was?‘ He told her after preparing himself from that uncomfortable jittery feeling that he knew she would not resist herself coming here after listening to his words. She also agreed with this that she was also waiting for the perfect time to come to him. Then he started explaining about his feeling to her.
He started from the detachment pain for three days with her. All she was doing just listening with great interest that meant that she was enigmatically interested on him from earlier and he got a smell of that matter. So, he started curating all those things that matters to her interest to totally capture her heart and mind.
She told him that in every mealtime she ate less than needed. Her mother was thoughtful about that and whenever asked her about her appetite she told something ambiguous. She also feeling less sleepy at night due to heartache about that silence between them. He was just thoroughly listening to her and blushing as if butterflies all around his mind.
Before listening to her he even cried talking about his feeling about her. He told her in words that how much he loved her from all of his heart and soul. That he couldn’t resist him thinking about their future together, that he will do everything to make her happy even could leave that place without excuse. So, he couldn’t accept her as his sister or friend, all he wanted was nothing less than his love of life.
He said he could regret for his whole life but will never get anyone as her in his entire life, that how much he wanted to love her and finally proposed her. Also added that if she agrees with him or not this would be the last conversation between them as mentioned before. He would leave that place with dignity and a deep sorrowful world in his heart, and this would be his burden for loving a girl like that.
Just when he started talking about leaving that place sooner, she interfered in that ongoing manipulation about capturing her by saying repeatedly that why he thought of leaving that place. Deep inside his mind he knew that love will not happen there easily in that family place and shop if though it was accepted by her. So, he just regurgitated all the words of love to eventually make her feel special that she couldn’t resist herself from that falling in love.
After knowing all his thoughts and inner feelings, he expected that she would immediately leave him from that place. But when she prompted that word that how could he left her alone in that place he strongly understood her mind. He watched her appearance resonating with his gesture and feel of that moment as if she was hardly trying to tell him not to leave her or that place.
He started to change the topic of departure and changed it to normality rather doing some metaphoric taste as earlier. He asked her that if she was in love with her and he nodded her head faintly with shyness. That’s why she wanted him not to leave that place. Before the three days she couldn’t understand what it all was but after that detachment it was visibly clear to her that all of that pull was actually that love in her chest triggering pain while in distance. Hence the story took a weight.